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"A man or woman sunk in dreams that cannot be spoken, about a life they do not possess, comes suddenly to a door in the wall. They open it. Beyond the door is that life and a man or woman to whom it is already natural. It may not be possesions they want, it may very well be the lack of them, but the secret life is suddenly revealed. This is thier true home and this is their beloved.
" I may be cynical when i say that very rarely is the beloved more than a shaping spirit for the lover's dreams. And perhaps such a thing is enough. To be a muse may be enough. The pain is when the dreams change, as they do, as they must. Suddenly the enchanted city fades and you are left alone again in the windy desert. As for your beloved, she didn't understand you. The truth is, you never understood yourself."
"Lies 1: There is only the present and nothing to remember.
Lies 2: Time is a straight line.
Lies 3: The difference between the past and the future is that one has happened while the other has not.
Lies 4: We can only be in one place at a time.
Lies 5: Any proposition that contains the word 'finite'(the world, the universe, experience, ourselves...)
Lies 6: Reality as something that can be agreed upon.
Lies 7: Reality as truth."

Excerpts from "Sexing the cherry". In total aggreement with both.
I live in sweet oblivion

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